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Post by harrypotter on Jun 8, 2007 23:08:19 GMT -5
"Then maybe you really didn't know me!" He stated shrugging his shoulders. "Do you honestly believe that I would have ever believed anything you had to say after a year of waiting around? Dealing with the pain day in and day out? Feeling like my whole body was completely empty! Not being able to sleep for months! Did you even notice that fact that I haven't played a single game of Quidditch since?" He hollered now letting it all out. "You wrecked everything for me Danielle! I waited for days for you to come and say it wasn't true! That you loved me! But there was nothing!" He said tears now freely falling from his eyes.
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Post by danielle on Jun 9, 2007 8:29:05 GMT -5
Danielle looked away from him."Of course I've noticed.Harry,I know you have absolutely no reason to believe me.And I know that I probably wouldn't believe me either.But I just have one more thing to say.Harry,I loved you.Always did.There was nobody in this whole world who knew me better and I honestly can't see myself spending my life with anyone after you.So,just know that everything you said you couldn't do after you heard what I said,I couldn't do it either."she said,tears still comiing don her eyes.She turned to face the castle but didnt move.She wasn't planning on leaving,she just didn't want him to see her like this.
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Post by harrypotter on Jun 9, 2007 12:28:40 GMT -5
"So then answer one final question Danielle why did you wait a year? Why now try and make things right? Why!" Harry asked abrutly. If she loved him then why did she wait so long, it just didn't make any sense to him. "You could have fixed this back then Danielle! I would have believed you then because my heart would have told me so and my mind would have agreed!" He sighed shaking his head and whipping his tears away. "But after a year Danielle, of watching you interact with everyone else like nothing was wrong, like nothing happened making you the true Slytherin that everyone told me you were... my mind started disagreeing with my heart and right now its winning!" He told her sitting back down on the bench.
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Post by danielle on Jun 9, 2007 12:41:01 GMT -5
Dani turned to face him but didn't sit down,figuring it wasn't the best move right now."This is why Harry!"she said and cried harder."Look at me and you.We're fighting like we never fought before.,even when we were going out.I didn't know what would happen if I tried to talk to you right after it happened.I was scared.What if you wouldnt've listened to me,like you're doing now?I couldn't take that."she said.
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Post by harrypotter on Jun 9, 2007 12:46:33 GMT -5
Standing up and walking over so he was mere inches from her Harry did something he had been wanting to do since they broke up. Wrapping his arms around her quickly he lowered his lips to hers and kissed her passionately. She was the only girl who could do wild and crazy things to him without any sort of explaination. Breaking his lips from hers with a heavy sigh he ran his hand through his shaggy black hair and sat back down. "That Danielle is what would have happened if you came to me instead of this!" Harry told her his voice low as he couldn't obtain anything higher since his whole body was tingling.
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Post by danielle on Jun 11, 2007 3:41:22 GMT -5
Danielle was surprised but Harry had always done little things ikr=e that that could just make her fall to her knees."I didn't know that."she whisered,just loud enough for him to hear her."And I wasn't ready to take the chance."
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Post by harrypotter on Jun 11, 2007 15:29:40 GMT -5
"Then you can understand why I am not ready to take a chance right now" Harry sighed looking away from her. Feeling as though his heart was breaking all over again. "Danielle I can't do this! Loving you and not being with you hurts too bloody much! And I can't continue to lie or fool myself by trying to say that I don't love you anymore because I do and those feelings will never go away..." he trailed off his voice soft and sincere. "But I don't want to get hurt again! I won't get hurt again because I can't afford too Danielle!" He grumbled looking intently at the ground.
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Post by danielle on Jun 11, 2007 17:07:58 GMT -5
Danielle looked down at the ground."I didn't say you would."she said simply.Then she began to cry all over again,feelings rushing through her.All the good times and then the worst part.All the fights.She sat down on the ground and laid down,running a hand through her hair."Who the hell am i kidding?Of course it'snot going to work.I was tsupid to think you would even talk to me again.Forget it Harry.I'll understandif you never wan to see me again.I'm a Slytherin,ou're a Gryffindor.We should've known it couldn't happen."she said,refusing to look at him.
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Post by harrypotter on Jun 11, 2007 17:14:26 GMT -5
Standing up pretty much outraged he stared down at her. "You seriously think THAT is why I don't want to get back together with you?" He asked his mouth fallen open. "Your house nor my house has nothing to do with this! I'd love to forget any of this ever happened Danielle!" Harry sighed turning and looking away from her. "To hold you in my arms again or to kiss you again! Hell even to tell you I love you without it being out of anger!" He said sadly. "But it did happen! And we either need to move on seperately or figure out a way to move on together!" He said a single tear rolling down his cheek.
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Post by danielle on Jun 11, 2007 17:18:28 GMT -5
Dani looked up at harry,but did not get up."I'm not stupid,no matter how much I seem to be to you.I know that's not what this is about.But you seem to think I said those things because that's just the way SLytherins are.But you won't even believe that I'm not the one who said that.I just explained everything to you and you don't have to trust me,but I figured you'd at least hear me out."she sid calmly,refusing to let herself get angry,knowingif she did,Harry would never talk to her,because he'd be dead.
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Post by harrypotter on Jun 11, 2007 17:25:37 GMT -5
"I did hear you out Danielle! I am here aren't I?" Harry questioned turning around and looking down at her. "Even if it was against my better judgement to come down here I did! Now you want to turn around and blame this all on me? Because I won't believe you?" He asked shaking his head. "How do you want to me to believe you when you waited a year to tell me any of this!" He asked raising his eyebrow at her. "I love you Danielle do you not understand what that means?" he sighed closing his eyes and taking a deep breath. "It means that no matter how much I want to hate you I can't! Or how many other girls like me I can't like them back because I don't want to be with anyone but you! But it also means that I am stuck in a hard place because I either pick whats my heart is telling me or what my head is telling me and right now I don't know which one I want to pick because I can't trust you anymore!" He said losing his voice at the end of his sentence as he choked lightly on his own breath trying to conseal a sob.
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Post by danielle on Jun 11, 2007 18:47:31 GMT -5
Dani stood up and walked over to him.She placed her hands pon his waist."You just don't get it,do you?"she asked ad laughed."I know what it's like Harry.I've been going through the same thing for the past ear.Do you know what happened to me this summer?Draco Malfoy kissed me.And do you know what I felt?Nothing.Absolutely nothing.Because it wasn't you.Not many girls cna do that harry,but I can.Because I'm in love."she said.
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Post by harrypotter on Jun 12, 2007 13:46:34 GMT -5
Unsure if that was suppose to make him feel better or not Harry looked down at her hands then looked back up at her. "I wouldn't shout that out to the world! Not so sure its something to be proud of!" He grumbled not liking the fact that Malfoy had his lips on hers. "What do we do Danielle? How am I suppose to be able to trust you again? Or know that I won't get hurt again?" Harry asked his voice just above a whisper his hand softly reaching up and cupping her cheek, as he tried to convince himself it was out of instinct and not because he wanted too.
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Post by danielle on Jun 12, 2007 13:51:26 GMT -5
Dani felt his warm hand on her cheek and everything she'd ever felt came rushing backinto her.She had the instinct to kiss him again,but wouldn't do that."I know it's not something to be proud of.If it was I wouldnt've slapped him.But that's the whole point Harry.I haven't been able t kiss anybody.I haven't been able to even picture myself with anybody since you.And i don't know how you're gonna be sure I won't hurt you.All you have is my word and my love.I'm just gonna hope that's all you need." ((perfect song: www.youtube.com/watch?v=YaZVTS2AdEI&feature=PlayList&p=A5894A0FE4F3AFA8&index=0 ))
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Post by harrypotter on Jun 12, 2007 14:08:38 GMT -5
His eyes met hers and he couldn't help his next action. Leaning down and pressing his lips softly to hers his other hand snaking around her waist and pulling her into him like old times. His kiss was soft and gentle at first but grew filling with hunger and need as his tongue traced lightly along her bottom lip. He wasn't sure what this meant whether they would end up back together or not but he needed this.
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